hey
just me looking forward to the return of me to the city of
well light
here in Victoria for a bit now but hoping to return to the life i had left behind
miss my dear friend and the NAAPsters
yeah
i guess i am kind of bored with being here waiting for the telephone to ring hoping it is you
not the powers that be telling me to loose myself in the moment

be good
d

hey guys just a note to say if you have an idea
and it is a good one then perhaps you need to follow that for a while
the dreams of tomorrow are the ideas of today or some thing like that

just broke my computer or rather it broke me
in need of a new one that will last another 5 years
it was a good one and i hope to get a new one soon
cause all of my photos are on it
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so now i have to take a bunch more cause i did not archive them like i was going to the other day
shitty things just happen
perhaps there will be some beautiful computer geek who will come service me
i mean it
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
ok do not panic how many nude photos of me are there in there again
oh hhhh hhhh
just breathe
just breathe
ok restart the heart
ok


damn it how many videos of you and the ex are on it

shit so many pics and vids

i got a new camera so looking forward to spending more time awake

romance died in my arms the other day
dreams slipped though my fingers like sand
home dried up and blew across the world like a tumble weed
the earth and everything in it imploded and exploded in a moment
suddenly i had this gift of a new life to draw on
all i had to do was breathe deep and let go
and i did
do i am moving my house to another city and the love i had is dead and gone
without regrete i stand ready for the infinate to take me where i must be
darren in july